The Hand Behind This Pen Relives A Failure

Figures..

Figures my good mood wouldn’t last all day. 

Spent all day happy as can be; even went and worked out and stuff, felt awesome. Got home, put dishes away, took a shower. Started getting dressed…. 

Then the low started. My jeans recenty ripped, one rip on each side if my inner thighs; put my jeans on after my shower and sat down. I happened to realize how much fat stuck out from one of the rips. It’s so gross. 

I thought I was doing better? I thought I had lost weight. Seeing that just pissed me off though, I’m so disgusting. I need to cut back on snacks, maybe even cut them out all together. I hate feeling like this. 

Gotta work out more and eat less.  

Just got done working out

wafflez17:

Woke up in an awesome mood today, which rarely happens.
Had a nice workout with Tony; kept my mood elevated. I’m enjoying this happy mood today.

Now I have to walk back home to shower.

…I don’t know why I got on Tumblr, should have known it was gonna distract me.

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